How Your Inner Critic Hides

You’ve been living with your inner critic for so long, it just sounds like you now. In this journal-like entry, I write about the quiet cruelty of self-talk we mistake for realism, and what it means to finally choose a different voice.

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It doesn’t scream, it whispers.

You’ve been living with the inner critic for so long, you don’t even notice it anymore. It doesn’t scream. Not anymore. It used to. Loud and vicious and relentless. But now?

Now it whispers. Soft enough to pass as truth. So familiar you don’t even question it.

You hear it when you open your eyes: You didn’t sleep enough, you’re already behind.
You hear it when you look in the mirror: You should be thinner, younger, better.
You hear it when you send the text, submit the project, speak your mind: That was stupid, they’re judging you, you always say too much.

It’s background noise now. Like the hum of the fridge. Always there. Just low enough that you forget it’s not part of you.

It’s a voice you inherited.

You think it’s your voice. But it’s not. It’s a voice you inherited. From the parent who never said, "I'm proud of you."
From the teacher who rolled their eyes.
From the ex who chipped away at your confidence, one dig at a time.
From the culture that profits off your shame.

It learned to sound like you so you’d never question it. So you’d stay small.
So you’d call it “realistic” when it was actually self-abandonment.
So you’d confuse fear with humility and perfectionism with high standards.
So you’d keep chasing worth instead of realizing you already have it.

You call it motivation. Discipline. Being self-aware.

But here’s the thing: If you spoke to a friend the way this voice speaks to you, they’d leave. Hell, if a stranger spoke to you like that, you’d punch them in the face.

But you let it live inside your head rent-free.

"I’m choosing a different voice."

You’ve gotten so used to checking in with the critic, you forgot you’re allowed to listen to someone else.

The part of you that’s kind. That’s tired of the pressure. That wants to rest without guilt. That misses joy. That wants to believe you’re not broken, just scared. Just human.

You’re allowed to turn down the volume. Not by fighting the critic. But by noticing it. By saying, Oh, there you are again, instead of mistaking it for truth. By asking, Whose voice is that? By remembering that you weren’t born hating yourself, you were taught.

And now you get to unlearn it. Slowly. Imperfectly. Gently. Like peeling layers off your skin that never belonged to you. Like coming home to yourself after years of sleeping on the floor.

You don’t have to silence the critic all at once. But you can stop giving it the final word. You can say,
I hear you. But I’m choosing a different voice today.

Even if you don’t believe it yet. Even if it feels fake. That’s how it starts.

That’s how you begin to notice the quiet ways you’ve been hurting yourself. And the even quieter ways you’re starting to heal.

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HEY, I’M RAMONA…

... And I write for women who shut down instead of breaking down, women who overthink everything, say nothing, and carry their whole life quietly inside.

I don’t write for the confident part of you. I write for the trembling one.
The overthinking one.
The one who apologizes before they breathe.
The one who’s been “strong” for so long, it became a kind of loneliness.

I don’t write for virality. I write for recognition. For the moment, someone whispers, “I didn’t know anyone else felt this.”

That is the metric I serve.

I hope my words and thoughts connect with you.

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